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Sunday, May 18, 2014

Of certainties and satisfactions


Friendship Presbyterian Church, Athens, GA May 18, 2014

John 14:1-12 - 5th Sunday in Easter

This morning’s sermon is about our quest for certainty and satisfaction.

There is a deep satisfaction that comes with certainty.  Because, life is full of uncertainties…
so much is out of our control. Some might say nothing in life is certain…

In the midst of uncertainty our hearts can be troubled.

Jesus begins this passage in John by saying, “Do not let your hearts be troubled.
Believe in God, Believe in me.”

Surely, someone somewhere has made a t-shirt quoting that verse.  

If only life and belief were so simple at a t-shirt or a bumper sticker.    

Jesus, taking on a pastoral role for his anxious troubled disciples, who know he won’t be with them much longer--
and, a pastoral role for the fledgling first century christian community which has already been left--
to these, Jesus, simply says, “Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Believe.”

And yet, my heart is troubled for many reasons.  
Troubled by the political turmoil in Ukraine and war in the Sudan.
Troubled by the pain and anguished faced by the kidnapped Nigerian girls; and those who love them.
Troubled by the pervasive violence in our society….
while at the same time guns are allowed to become more prominent parts of our everyday lives.
Troubled by raging fires in California and fearsome floods in Bosnia,
a troubled earth which will be the inheritance of all of our offspring.
Troubled by friends and family who suffer from illnesses

Do not let your hearts be troubled.

Do you have a troubled heart?
What is troubling your heart?

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Discover Life, Again: Passion

Part 2 of John 21
How many have figured out what you wanted to do when you grow up?
What do you want to do when you grow up?
Have any of you figured out what really motivates you, inspires you, gives you energy to spend countless hours working and yet, you’re willing to give more?
Have you found what you're passionate about and following that passion? For those of you who figured it out...awesome. You’re super lucky. For the rest of us... How many of our hours do we spend just watching the clock, watching the weather, watching Oprah reading, people magazine, following tweets, waiting for the next big thing to happen. Is that really living? Is that how you want to live?

Admittedly we get stuck. I mentioned last week: After Jesus’ death, and even after his resurrection and his appearing before them, they seem to be still a little shaken, a little stuck. They return to what they know as they regroup. They go fishing. The disciples had been out fishing all night...
Jesus, apparently, calls to them, “how they biting?” “We ain’t caught a thing.” How many hours of life do we spend with empty nets? Hoping something might come along to provide fulfillment..countless hours of fishing...nothing! And Jesus says, “Cast your nets on the right side of the boat; you’ll find fish there!”
Was this a statement about political persuasions? Ah, I couldn't resist. Basically Jesus is saying: "Hey, if life’s not working for you, try something else. Consider a different approach. Take a little chance. If you're empty over here, cast your nets over there... you have the tools, you have the ability, just hear my voice, make a little change...discover your passion, discover what you love to do, discover life."

Steve Jobs, who's responsible for this thing (iPad), gave an inspiring speech about discovering what he loved to do to young graduates from Stanford in 2005. He says: I was lucky - I found what I loved to do early in life. [starting] Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation - the Macintosh - a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him.So at 30 I was out.

What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating. Jobs remembers, I really didn't know what to do for a few months.... I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me - I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over. I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life. During that period Jobs started two companies, including Pixar - which made Toy Story - And, he says, “I fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife and we would have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple, jobs reflected. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. Your Work [fills] a large part of your life, and the only Way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle.

Don't settle with how you’re spending your days if your nets are empty all the time. Life is too short to be fishing with empty nets. for those who have retired you probably need to resist settling more than working folks.. all the world says you're to do is retire, step aside, do nothing....
I'm reminded of what Linkin Newton said frequently, you can't retire from jesus! Jesus' call from the shore--discover life! --Is for everyone! No matter your age, occupation, or ability, all of us, deep down, want our life to be full of meaning, purpose, hope, we want our nets to be full. If things aren’t going your way, maybe just do things a little differently, cast your nets to the other side of the boat..there is life out there! The problem is, of course, how do we know where we need to be fishing? Not only how do we figure out what we’re passionate about; but, even more deeply, how do we discern God’s voice?

Even if Jesus is on the lake shore, shouting to us, jumping up and down, screaming... "The other side! Over there! Look...! all the fish...!" The noise of the waves crashing against the boat; the chatter of the others on the boat... we may not even see Jesus....

There are all kinds of different voices calling you to do all kinds of things, and the challenge is to find out which is the voice of God, rather than that of society, say, or the super-ego, or self-interest. We can waste so much time living someone else's life--doing what others think we should be doing, trapped into living with the results of other people's thinking - aka dogma. How do we keep the noises around us from drowning out what God is calling us to do...?

Frederick Buechner, in a recent blog post, said: By and large a good rule for finding out what God is calling you to do is the following: the kind of tasks God usually calls you to are the kind of tasks (a) that you most need to do--[ what you are passionate about], and (b) that the world most needs to have done. If you really get a kick out of what you do on a daily basis, you've presumably met requirement (a), but if you sense what you do really doesn’t really amount to much for the good of the world - Buechner suggests for example writing ads for deodorant commercials - the chances are you've missed requirement (b). On the other hand, if your work is being a doctor in a leper colony, you've probably met requirement (b), but if most of the time you're bored and depressed by your work, the chances are that you've not only bypassed (a), but probably aren't helping your patients much either. “The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world's deep hunger meet.” (The Place God Calls you To)

We have to pay attention...in here. And then, have the courage to follow that calling.

I love the story of Peace Pilgrim . An amazing activist recently featured on a great program: Peace Talks Radio, which began: “In 1953, Mildred Norman set off from the Rose Bowl parade on New Year's Day walking- the Korean War was still under way, and an ominous threat of a nuclear attack was on the minds of many Americans. And so, with "Peace Pilgrim" written across her shirt, she began walking "coast to coast for peace."
She walked for 28 years. She never used money. She wore the same clothes every day: blue pants and a blue tunic that held everything she owned: a pen, a comb, a toothbrush and a map. "I own only what I wear and carry. I just walk until given shelter, fast until given food," she said. "I don't even ask; it's given without asking. I tell you, people are good. There's a spark of good in everybody."

Her journey to work for peace stemmed from a childhood experience: One night in the late 1930s, "out of a feeling of deep seeking for a meaningful way of life," she began walking through the woods. She recalls, "After I had walked almost all night, I came out into a clearing where the moonlight was shining down. And something just motivated me to speak and I found myself saying, 'If you can use me for anything, please use me. Here I am, take all of me, use me as you will, I withhold nothing,' " Peace Pilgrim remembers: "That night, I experienced the complete willingness, without any reservations whatsoever, to give my life to something beyond myself." The motto Peace Pilgrim had sewn on the back of her tunic when she started out, "Walking Coast to Coast for Peace," quickly became outdated. By 1964 she had already walked 25,000 miles. Eventually, she stopped counting.

In July 1981, Peace Pilgrim was interviewed by Ted Hayes, the manager of a small radio station in Knox, Ind. "Peace Pilgrim, you know, there are a certain number of people who would probably think of somebody like yourself as a kook or a nut," Hayes said. "Well, I'm quite sure that some of those who have just heard of me must think I'm completely off the beam," Peace Pilgrim responded. "After all, I am doing something different. And pioneers have always been looked upon as being a bit strange. 'I shall remain a wanderer until [hu]mankind has learned the way of peace.
Hayes in the interview noted how she appeared to be a most happy woman."
[This response here at Minute 11:17]: "I certainly am a happy person," Peace Pilgrim responded. "Who could know God and not be joyous? I want to wish you all peace."

Peace be with you, Jesus breathed on his disciples. Don’t spend your days wasting time tending to endeavors that leave you empty. ..all of us have today to make life discovering changes if we need to. And as a church community, when we find ourselves engaging activities or aspects of church that aren’t life giving....let’s not waste our time on those things... discernment about the future of this congregation together begins today in just a few minutes.
Keep doing what you’re good at, but if you sense a need to change, Don’t be afraid--Cast your net to one side. And if your passion isn’t there, cast again and if not there, cast again And if you still are coming up empty...maybe it’s time to get off the boat, sit with Jesus a while, Sit, until others who have full nets come to shore and join with them in bringing the catch in...
Seek and ye shall find... If life is not fulfilling...Keep searching...you will find life. I pray it is so, in the name of life giver, the life teacher and the life sustainer. Amen

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Discover Life, Again: Encouragement

John 21:1-19 Part 1: John 21:1-8
[The retelling of the story is Adapted from Bob Lupton’s Urban Perspective publication “Let’s Go Fishing, (Again)!]
Three years. Hard work. Days and often nights. For what? The person you believed in, who you thought was going to bring real change...is no longer around You gave it your very best, you reached deep down into your reserves and offered up all you had, you sacrificed your career, neglected your family, spent your resources, all in the belief that this man, this unusually gifted and inspiring man, would become – must become – the next great leader.

The defeat was crushing. the vision that stirred your soul vanished, The crowds are gone. there is no more adrenalin left to summon, You’re simply numb..... What will you do now? You thought you were going to make a big difference....now it’s all meaningless.

But, you can’t just sit around brooding over your coffee, feeling sorry for yourself. Might as well go and try to pick up the pieces of your old life. Six disheartened associates trudge alongside you, all heading home like whipped pups, with tails between their legs. “I don’t know what you guys feel like doing, but I’m going fishing!” you declare. “We’ll go, too,” they all chime in.

Ah the good ole days...fishing.... But, the boys were down on their luck, or maybe a bit rusty.... Out all night fishing, nothing but empty nets. Dawn was breaking. A man on shore calls out: “Morning! Catch anything?” “Naw,” they holler. “Throw your net off the right side of the boat, you’ll catch some” the stranger calls back. Who is this guy? We’re the professionals...we’re the disciples...Oh well, Nothing to lose.

Soon, the net started tugging with fish, big ones. Seven weary fishermen become instantly wide eyed with excitement. “It’s the Master!” Peter looks, rubbing his hazed sleepless morning eyes. It has to be! SPLASH! He dives in. “Swim, Peter, Swim! Don’t worry about us and all these fish!”

This story is so rich, so interesting, even though Jesus had appeared to these disciples, even though Thomas had touched his feet and hands, even though Jesus had breathed Peace on them and commissioned them: Just as my Father has sent me, so I send you. Even with all of this, they’re just not quite there...yet THey have to do what they know... retrace their steps. They have to go fishing. It’s safe, familiar, We can certainly understand.

This is a story for disciples who get stuck. Even though we’ve had our conversion experiences, even though we’ve sought to serve God in our lives... even though we’ve experienced easter after easter. Sometimes we just get stuck... a tragedy happened. Expectations weren’t met. Disappointment after disappointment... Monotony of life lulls us to sleep... “The idea of getting stuck makes me sad,” writes Emily Rapp in The Still Point of the Turning World - her memoir about the death of her two year old son. “Don’t get stuck! we tell one another. Erase those old tapes about who you are and move on! But to where? And to what? And why?” (p.99)

Sometimes we can’t help but to resort back to what we know. When we’re stuck, we give up a bit, become more isolated in our own little worlds.. What difference does it make anyway?

I love that Jesus, this random guy from the disciples’ perspective, is just standing there on the shore watching his stuck friends. Morning! Catch anything?! Nope... Try the other side of the boat. He doesn’t scold them for not doing what he told them to: Shouldn’t you be doing something else...that’s why you’re nets are empty.... He doesn’t criticize them for going fishing. Just a small word of encouragement in their fishing. Don’t give up, don’t let empty nets get you down. Another cast...then see.

The letter to the Hebrews says: Think of ways to encourage one another to outbursts of love and good deeds (10:24) there is something within each of us that has the power to change the world...

What happens when we see that potential...the goodness and life-spirit.. in all beings and give a little encouragement. What happens when others see that potential in us, and they encourage us. Even if we’re just out doing our routine thing...even or especially when we’re stuck “Sister, you’re the best!” or, “Brother, you’re awesome!” Children, cast your nets again...

The late Rabbi Shlomo Carlebach, a great encourager, loved telling this story: A young man AND woman, both orphans, were to be married. Neighbors in their small Ukrainian town had contributed by finding work for the young man, a small room for the couple to live in, and clothes and food for the wedding. It was time to celebrate. The morning of the wedding the young man walked eagerly to the ritual bath, to prepare for the wedding. The chief of police was waiting outside. He immediately arrested the bridegroom and told the elders who were standing nearby that if they wanted the bridegroom to be released, they’d have to pay a bail of ten thousand roubles. Ten thousand roubles! The men didn’t even bother to ask the policeman what the young man had done. Every few months the police would seize another Jew to get money to pay for gambling. But, ten thousand roubles? That was more than the police had ever asked. How could they raise that much money?

Word went through the community. We need money, lots of money. People looked through their homes for something to give—clothes, chickens, a pot, a pan, a candlestick, a goat. When they counted it up they had five hundred roubles. They needed ten thousand roubles. What to do?

At this time, three rabbis were visiting the town. One, a young rabbi called the Alter (means, the elder), along with two older rabbis. The three rabbis consulted. This was an emergency. Suddenly, Rabbi Alter said, “There’s a solution. It’s Zev.” “Zev?!” The elder rabbis exclaimed. “Zev, the miser? He hates people. He built his house on the hill so no one would bother him. He has a sign in front of his house: ‘NO TRESPASSERS.’ He shoots if you come in sight of his house. He converted from Judaism so he could make more money! Why even consider him?” “It’s not me who is considering,” said Alter. “It’s heaven who is pointing. besides, who else in this town has ten thousand roubles? I’m going to see Zev.” “You can’t go,” said the others.
“He’ll shoot you. We’ll go with you and protect you.”
“On one condition,” demanded Alter, “I do the talking and no matter what I say, you smile. Do you agree?” They agreed.

The three rabbis started up the hill together. The first miracle of the day: Zev did not shoot.

They knocked at the door and Zev himself answered, “Rabbis,” he said. “GOOD MAN,” Alter began. “What a blessing that you opened the door. What a blessing to see you.” Alter poked the other two, who smiled. “Good man, we would never disturb you but it’s an emergency. A big one. Yankel, an orphan, who is to marry Hannah, another orphan, has been arrested, today, on his wedding day. He’s done nothing wrong. The police chief who arrested him gambled away ten thousand roubles, so he needs to repay the money. That’s why we need ten thousand roubles. We know you have a good heart—” Alter took a breath.
“Emergency?” inquired Zev. “You are fortunate. I have emergency funds. I’ll get them for you. Wait.” He went into his house and returned with a penny. One penny. “From my emergency fund,” he said, holding up the penny.
“Wonderful,” said Alter. “What an excellent beginning. We all thank you. Yankel thanks you. Hannah, his bride, thanks you. Each of us appreciates your kindness.” As Rabbi Alter bowed, he poked his brothers, who bowed and remembered to smile. Zev shut the door.
The three started down the hill. “What were you thinking?” The others chided the young Rabbi, Then they heard someone running after them. Zev’s servant: “My master has more funds for you. Please return.”
Zev was waiting for them. “I have found more,” he said and held out another penny. The eyebrows of the two older rabbis shot up in astonishment. Alter said, “How very wonderful. Zev, you have a heart of gold. What goodness, what a difference this is going to make to this young man’s life.” At that moment, the three rabbis saw a light go on in Zev’s eyes: “Wait. Wait. I have more.” In he went, to return with a rouble. One rouble. The older rabbis thought that this could take years, even centuries. Alter said, “Zev, what an extraordinary person you are. You are giving so much. Zev, we thank you. We are so grateful to you,” and he poked his brothers, who remembered to smile. Zev said, “Okay, just wait here.” Zev came back with another rouble. They continued to smile. “Wait,” he said, and after a half hour he brought out ten roubles. An hour went by and he gave them a thousand roubles, then two thousand, then five, then....

Then he stopped and said, “This young orphan, Yankel, he doesn’t have a father... Who will be giving Yankel away? What if I give him away? What do you think?” “Wonderful idea,” they all agreed. Second miracle of the day: Zev gave the necessary ten thousand roubles so that Yankel could be released from prison. Third miracle: the joy of giving overcame Zev and he realized that he couldn’t stop there. He wanted to provide for Hannah as well as for Yankel. He wanted to provide for the education of their children and for all the orphaned children in the town.

It was one of the happiest weddings anyone had ever attended. There was singing and dancing. Zev danced with the bride. He danced with the groom. In his happiness, he danced with almost everyone at the wedding.

At the end of the party, in the early morning hours, the three rabbis returned to the synagogue. The two older ones asked Alter, “How did you know? How did you know it was Zev?” “The only person with enough roubles to pay the bail was Zev,” reasoned Alter. “Heaven knew Zev wanted to give. We all want to give. Every one of us wants to give, but sometimes we don’t know how. Our spiritual muscles are weak, untrained. We need some help. We need encouragement. Sometimes we think others aren’t doing enough but it may be that they are doing all that they can until they get the encouragement to build up their muscles and do more. In the beginning Zev only knew how to give one penny. We can help to open the hearts of those who don’t even know how eager they are to give.” (Adapted from Diane Wolkstein adaptation from Shlomo Carlebach’s telling as found in Parabola Spring 2013 edition))

"Children, have you caught anything? Cast your net on the other side."

I love Peter’s reaction...He Jumps in the water to get to Jesus. an outburst of love! In our baptisms, we have touched that water... Water that reminds us again and again I’m on your side...I’m with you..I promise. . Jesus on the boat calms the harshest storms Jesus off the boat gives us a little encouragement The Christ of the universe is with us, just beckoning us ...keep following in the way of God. I know you have it in you; You know you have it in you... Go fishing..you will be find full nets... Go fishing by sharing God’s love for the world ...you will find life....

Let us pray... Oh God of Life. You want us to live fully! You want us to live with joy! We want that as well. But sometimes it’s hard to keep going. When we get down, come along side the shore; in the form of a friend, a stranger, an angel and share a word of encouragement. When we meet others let us be agents of encouragement in the form of a friend, a stranger, an angel. So that we may gather ourselves again and continue the work for your kingdom of peace and justice.